Yesterday, New Year's Day, started off all wrong. Things continued downhill all day. I spent most of the time feeling really angry at what was taking place. Then, I felt sad and defeated. Later though, I started to realize that I was fed up of feeling tossed about by circumstances. I forced myself to tackle one half of the messy garage. I felt some better after that
Today, I told myself that I would be no good to ANYONE, myself included, if I allowed myself to be totally stressed out about things over which I have no control. I know. Sometimes we stay stressed and anxious about things in order to fool ourselves into thinking we are actually DOING something about situations in which we can't do anything! In spite of the fact that I have been fighting off a sinus/tonsil thing, I made myself go out and get some cleaning and organizing supplies and start clearing out the clutter in the craft room. In a few days, I can call it a craft room again, instead of a "crap room". Tonight, I will get some rest and say a few prayers. Things will work out. I just need to trust that they will.
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